Buat Yang Jauh

Buat yg jauh,
Aku punya impian utk ke sana.

Buat yg jauh,
Aku tekad utk baiki diri, baiki segalanya, utk ke sana.

Buat yg jauh,

Semangat sekarang sangat tinggi seolah-olah mahu tinggalkan semuanya di sini

dan pergi ke sana.

Buat yg jauh,

Ramai yang bertanya, "buat apa mahu ke sana?"..."ada apa di sana?"

Aku menjawab "Itu bumi para anbiya'.. Bumi yg suci.. Apa alasan aku tidak mahu ke sana?"

Buat yg jauh,

Teruskan memberi harapan, memberi kekuatan.

Agar diri ini terus bertahan, membina diri untuk Islam yang tercinta dan

seterusnya insyaAllah melangkah ke sana..

Doakan..

p/s: being very melancholic, inspiring and determined.. :)
*Jauh by Mirwana*

Bangkit

Salam.

Apabila masuk semester baru ni, tahap kepenatan makin memuncak. Sehingga sampai stres, emosi tak tentu pasal. Bahaya. Bahaya apabila ia turut terkesan pd org sekeliling. Org yg kita sayang.

Pelajaran yg kadang-kala tak terurus. Diri seolah-olah masih lagi bertatih utk belajar menguruskan diri, masa dan lain-lain.

Kerja ada sahaja yg tertangguh. Dan saya belajar satu perkara.

Andai di satu saat itu kita tangguhkan satu perkara, maka di saat itu jugalah kita telah menjadi seorang yg rugi.

Nampak simple.. Nampak macam "sepatutnya dah lama dah tahu ni".

Tapi itulah saya, dan saya yang bernama manusia..kadang-kala mengambil mudah setiap perkara. Rugi.. rugi..

Namun, saya rasa apa jua sekalipun masalah tu, perlu sy bangkit! Bangkit dari kesenangan yang melampau. Bangkit dari keletihan. Bangkit dari kegelisahan. Bangkit dan tinggalkan segala benda-benda remeh yg menghalang. Sy perlu sedar bhw anything is possible. Manusia punya kebolehan utk merubah andai dia mahu. Dan seterusnya bertawakal dan berdoa secara terus-terusan kpd Allah agar dpt istiqamah dgn perubahan yg dilakukan.

Harap agar apa yg saya nyatakan di atas tidak akan menjadi sekadar hanya sebuah entri blog.

Doakan saya. :)

Sejuk dan Mengenang

Salam.

Suasana agak sejuk 2,3 hari ni. Hujan saja waktu petangnya. Sy pula rase nak selesema lah cikgu. :). Selalunya kalau sy nak demam, sy akan bermula dgn selesema. Tp harap-harap selesema sajalah..itupun kalau dizinkanNya. Apa-apa pun, sy tak kisah. Sbb ini cuma dugaan kecil shj. Sabar shj.

Hari Jumaat hari tu, sempat menghadiri ceramah di Masjid Kolej Islam Malaya. Bertajuk Evolusi Pemikiran Golongan Muda. Penceramahnya Ust Syakir kalau tak silap. Beliau berasal dr Terengganu. Byk input yg dpt. Tapi ada satu yg mmg sy takkan lupakan. Sesuatu yg menyedarkan sy tentang betapa mulianya manusia disisi Allah berbanding ciptaan-ciptaanNya yang lain. Tp masih lagi kita alpa, lalai, lupa dan sombong. Mengapa? Sesuatu yg sy turut bertanya pd diri sendiri juga.

"Iblis tidak mahu sujud pada Adam, dan dilaknat oleh

ALLAH SWT,
Sedangkan manusia, yang tidak solat, ertinya tidak mahu sujud kpd ALLAH, masih lagi diberi peluang dan masih lagi dikasihani oleh Allah"

Allah masih lagi beri peluang utk sy hidup saat ini. Dia beri peluang kpd sy utk sy lihat balik apa salah dan dosa sy. Namun, ada kalanya sy tetap lalai. Berfikir dan mengharapkan sesuatu yang mmg tak layak utk sy miliki. Membuang masa sy. Sy ulang-ulang perkara sama.

Jika anda juga merasakan perkara yg sama spt yg sy rasa, mari kita tinggalkan dulu pekerjaan lain yg sedang kita buat sekarang. Fikirkan apa yg telah kita buat hari ni.. Mana yg byk? Yg baik atau yg buruk..

Wallahu'alam.

Pergantungan Total

Salam.

Pergantungan total terhadap Allah dlm setiap perkara. Take note, setiap perkara.

Post ini mungkin agak ringkas. Sbb pd asalnya apa yg ditulis di bwh ni adalah hasil contengan di atas kertas shj semasa cuti semester 3 mggu tempoh hari. Dtg bak air dan tulisan serta kertas yg diguna juga tak perlulah cerita bgmana keadaannya. ;). Maklumlah nk cpt. Tambahan, bila melihat keadaan fail yg makin byk terisi dgn kertas2 baru, nota tu nampak mcm makin tenggelam dan seolah-olah makin dilupakan.

"Apabila sedih : Mengadulah kpd Allah

Apabila susah : Minta tolong daripada Allah

Apabila gembira : Bersyukur dgn sebenar-benar syukur.

Apabila senang : Kongsilah kesenangan itu dgn Allah. "

Ingatlah bhw, jika kita ingat Allah di saat kita senang, maka Allah akan ingat kita di saat kita susah. Siapa lagi akan tolong kalau mmg dah tiada siapa lagi di muka bumi ini utk kita minta tolong? Sounds cliche' and sounds like something that you hear every single day. But hey, that's the ultimate truth. Deal with it. :)

Wallahu'alam..

When Chances Come Again

Salam.

This is my new semester. Kick start it with a new plan. I'm planning to have a schedule. I want to plan out a detailed schedule. I don't have a 20++ contact hours this semester. But freetimes are precious. Learn it through experience, mistakes, whatever it is, you name it.

Another thing is that CFS IIUM will be having 2 major events Sports & Martial Arts Carnival (SMAC) and Raudhah Festival (RAFEST). Baktisiswa is also a major event but this one will not involve everyone. Honestly, I'll be busy. Not trying to be cocky but that's the truth.

When new semester starts, wait.. I would not take something as big as semester as an example. Let's just take.. day. When a day starts, I consider it as a new chance, new opportunity, precious one, given by Allah to me.

Yesterday is so yesterday, but I am still thinking.. did I used it wisely? Personally for me, these few days, have been quite a thoughtful ones. I wonder a lot. I think a lot. People said I look emotionless. I may walk like a zombie or some sort. But whatever people say, I was thinking. I like to think. I like to think rather than talk. That's why I didn't talk that much as other people did in meetings. But that doesn't mean I lack ideas. It's just that, I am very particular when it comes to giving out ideas. I observe and only say things when I think it is really appropriate.

Some people will continue this brand new semester with the hope of continuing their excellency. But some people are struggling to battle again with the things that they had failed previously. Allah has His own way of testing us. You think you know. You think you have guessed it right. But the truth is you don't know. You think something is actually good for you but the truth is it is bad for you..

"Fighting is prescribed for you, and you dislike it.

But it is possible that you dislike a thing which is good for you,

and that you love a thing which is bad for you.

But ALLAH knows, and you know not"

~Al-Baqarah : 216~

I would like to go through my days here in CFS IIUM as positive as I can. I have a few friends that I really call friends. You know who you are. :). Wait, why did I say a few friends? One answer... In quality I seek, not quantity.

Yes, I don't have my own version of Geng Bas Sekolah here. Through an observation I made about my ownself, I see that I go places with different people. Sometimes I also go places by my ownself. Trust me, you do need some "me" time.

Refering back to chances. They don't come as often as we thought they would be. When you're with a different group of people, you see different kind of chances. Some of you might not get the relationship between chances and people. Well, for me. Friends or strangers or whoever they are.. as long as they are call people, are the medium for you to be good. The medium that you can use as a way to do good. To sumarise this thing, I call it chance. A chance for you to reflect yourself. Look around.. what do you see? Do you think your community is already good enough? I would certainly said no. And I would also say, it is my fault that they aren't good enough. I didn't use what I have now to help them. I am very dissapointed with myself. I'm young and have all the energy to do something, but yet I'm still here dwelling in my own business and activities.

What will be my answer if Allah asks me about what have I done during my lifetime?

See, doesn't matter if they are good people or bad people. Each and everyone of us should take the chance given to us to redefine ourselves by helping others, thus, later on helping ourselves too actually. You don't quickly go and judge people. Find a thousand good reasons first before you can do so, before you can judge people. They must be at least one good attribute. Allah is Fair.

By helping others, you give "CHANCE" a chance to be felt by both parties. The unlucky ones..they will have the chance to correct themselves. And for you..you will have the chance to be a better person. We're not perfect and we will never be. But Allah always opens up the doors of forgiveness and chances to His beloved ones which are no one else but.. us...

Wallahu'alam.

Here They Come

Salam.

I guess my almost 3 weeks holiday is coming to an end. For CFS IIUM, 3 weeks of hols is like the longest u could get. I don't mind that. I don't want to rant because I am a student, I study, that's my job. But not just mere study, but seeking knowledge in the name of Allah by abiding to His rules along the journey.

The holidays are fully-filled with surfing the net, sending emails, receiving messages (lots of them), mainly for SMAC purposes. Plus, not forgetting, spending time with family and old friends. Eventhough I think that I did manage to grab all the chances that come which involve meeting people, I also felt like this 3 weeks (almost), are quite a private one. 60% of it I spent staying at home. I went through a lot of things. Went through different kinds of emotions. Please take note that you can get weird sometimes and started to develop weird kind of emotions when you're alone and have a lot of things to do and think about.

So, beware..take care and remember Allah always. :)

Well, that's it I guess. A summary of my inter-semester vacation.

Currently anticipating with full hope for the final exams result. I pray everyday for each and everyone of us. Yes I do. Praying for the ultimate best for us.

But at the same time, I am making myself ready just in case anything happens. Well, I'm preparing myself for both situations actually. Preparing not to be too happy if the result is okay and not to be too sad or down if the result is...you know. But I will not give up on the hope of wanting to have the best. Because I don't want to give up my hope on Allah's plans, whatever it is.

I have faith in Him. and so should you..

Hanya Sebab Itu..

Salam.

Bila kita berkehendakkan sesuatu, dan kita tahu dan sedar perkara itu mmg jauh dan sukar utk kita miliki, bagaimanakah rasanya?

Tidak kisahlah dari segi apa pun.
Anda pilih.. dan bayangkan..

Apabila kita tahu perkara itu sangat-sangat baik utk kita, tp rasa sgtlah kerdil utk memiliki atau memperoleh sesuatu yg sangat-sangat baik itu..
Tidak kisahlah dari segi apa pun

Anda pilih.. dan cuba rasakan..

andai hiba, Dia shj penenangnya..

Kerna aku tahu..

Janji Allah itu benar.

Maka..

Aku sanggup tunggu..

Aku sanggup sabar..