Salam.
Remembering the old days of my Ramadhan, I wonder, were they accepted? I wonder whether I have wasted so much in life.
I like remembering those things. "Like" because I would like to take them postively and not the other way around. Because if I take it the other way around, you won't see me here anymore.
Allah may test us in different ways possible. I have my own past. My close friends may know about it. But I am glad Allah put me through that journey and later on lead me to here. It's all in the matter of Allah's plans. You may not like it. But you have to face it.
When thinking about how tiny we are and how Mighty Allah is... We are just a tiny weeny thing that are not worth it. Just like Liyana said, "If we were to be located by the satellite, we are not be able to be located." See! How tiny we are. But Allah loves us very much, He gave us a lot of gifts, but YET we still complain, sigh and so on.
As weak as I am now (mentally especially), I have to be strong in whatever way I have to. Be prepare for whatever that comes. I know life is not easy. I love to smile when others complain. But sometimes, I have to admit, people did smile when I complain. That tickles a bit. You gave advices but you still do it yourself. But that's the way Allah teach me (and insyaAllah you too). He is 'telling' me by teaching me that this is wrong yet, you can still improve. Due to His Ultimate Intelligence attribute, He still let me know, even through this simple way. A simple way some may forgot to remember.
This is the month, anticipated so much by us. If this is going to be the starting point for us to do some change. Some change that you yourself didn't ever imagine that you're going to do it.. GO FOR IT! Kindly remind ourselves, don't ever hold back the good things. You know you're doing some good. Why hold back? Again, why hold back?
Wassalam.
May His Blessings Be With You.. ;D

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