Everyone wants a good life. And some badly wants to return to the right path, near to her Creator. Well done sister! :) But...
somehow this might once came across your mind : HESITATION. This arrives involving whether wanting to left off all of your normal doings and start to indulge in good-but-I-am-not-used-to-them doings.
Source of hesitation : shaytan..
He'll delay you each and every time your heart tells you that that one thing is certainly right.
It's his job by the way, we have to first be clear on that..