Imtihan 2

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Assalamualaikum

It's been long since I've posted anything here. Lack of ideas, lack of things to be shared made it so hard to post anything. There were lots of things happening around actually but the inability to put them out in words made it quite difficult.

To put things in short, my final examination in Centre for Foundation Studies IIUM is about to arrive.

My Biology Lab 2 (the only subject I'm taking for this short semester) paper will be held on 6th of May insyaAllah.

I would like to add something, someone asked me, "What is it like when your time in CFS is finally coming to an end?"

Truthfully, that is my no. 1 most-avoided question for these past few days.

But I answered it anyway. Saying something like.. "Sedih kott." (I don't quite remember even though I just encountered that question few hours ago. sorry.)

All beginnings has their own ends. Nothing remains for eternity especially when it comes to things that exist in this world.

Hope that my result for this paper will be good. I hope for a positive ending here in CFS IIUM. :)

Ya Allah, kurniakanlah kepada hambaMu ini ketabahan untuk menghadapi sebarang bentuk ujian dan dugaan di masa hadapan.

Teguhkanlah dan tabahkanlah hati ini untuk terus berada di atas jalanMu Ya Rabb..jalanMu yang ku yakini benar..

Kurniakan juga ketabahan kepada sahabat-sahabatku dan juga kekuatan agar mereka juga turut sama dapat terus berjuang dan tetap berada di jalanMu..

Sesungguhnya jalan menuju ke destinasi yang abadi itu tidak ditaburi dgn kesenangan..

Jika perlu melalui kesusahan, maka kami akur Ya Allah. Namun berikanlah kekuatan..

Kerana kami juga tahu Kau tidak akan membebani kami dengan sesuatu yang diluar kesanggupan kami..

Allahumma amin..Allahumma amin..Allahumma amin..

Alhamdulillah.. Done!

friends+uia = LOVE ;)

Salam.

There you go. All 4 papers are done. As you can see, the slashes. Last paper was held at always and forever beloved Al-Malik Faisal Hall. My friends and I were the last people to leave. Even all the invigilators already left the hall.

I love Centre for Foundation Studies, International Islamic University Malaysia..

*straight from the heart ;)*

and surely my beloved girlfriends..

yang mengenali Nur Amalina Annuar...

uhibbukifillah

p/s: don't worry, I still have my short semester..

Imtihan..

Salam.

Below are my final examination schedule..

Computer 2 : 10th Feb at 2.30 pm Alhamdulillah

Understanding Islam : 12th Feb at 9.00 am Alhamdulillah

Chemistry Lab : 17th Feb at 9.00 am Alhamdulillah

Mathematics 2 : 22nd Feb at 9.00 am Alhamdulillah

Wishing all the best and good luck to all students of

Centre for Foundation Studies International Islamic University Malaysia. :)

Study bkn sebab exam je yeh.. ;)

Doa agar ilmu itu kekal sampai akhir hayat..

Dan amalkan apa yg dibelajar

InsyaAllah..

Doakan..

:)

When Chances Come Again

Salam.

This is my new semester. Kick start it with a new plan. I'm planning to have a schedule. I want to plan out a detailed schedule. I don't have a 20++ contact hours this semester. But freetimes are precious. Learn it through experience, mistakes, whatever it is, you name it.

Another thing is that CFS IIUM will be having 2 major events Sports & Martial Arts Carnival (SMAC) and Raudhah Festival (RAFEST). Baktisiswa is also a major event but this one will not involve everyone. Honestly, I'll be busy. Not trying to be cocky but that's the truth.

When new semester starts, wait.. I would not take something as big as semester as an example. Let's just take.. day. When a day starts, I consider it as a new chance, new opportunity, precious one, given by Allah to me.

Yesterday is so yesterday, but I am still thinking.. did I used it wisely? Personally for me, these few days, have been quite a thoughtful ones. I wonder a lot. I think a lot. People said I look emotionless. I may walk like a zombie or some sort. But whatever people say, I was thinking. I like to think. I like to think rather than talk. That's why I didn't talk that much as other people did in meetings. But that doesn't mean I lack ideas. It's just that, I am very particular when it comes to giving out ideas. I observe and only say things when I think it is really appropriate.

Some people will continue this brand new semester with the hope of continuing their excellency. But some people are struggling to battle again with the things that they had failed previously. Allah has His own way of testing us. You think you know. You think you have guessed it right. But the truth is you don't know. You think something is actually good for you but the truth is it is bad for you..

"Fighting is prescribed for you, and you dislike it.

But it is possible that you dislike a thing which is good for you,

and that you love a thing which is bad for you.

But ALLAH knows, and you know not"

~Al-Baqarah : 216~

I would like to go through my days here in CFS IIUM as positive as I can. I have a few friends that I really call friends. You know who you are. :). Wait, why did I say a few friends? One answer... In quality I seek, not quantity.

Yes, I don't have my own version of Geng Bas Sekolah here. Through an observation I made about my ownself, I see that I go places with different people. Sometimes I also go places by my ownself. Trust me, you do need some "me" time.

Refering back to chances. They don't come as often as we thought they would be. When you're with a different group of people, you see different kind of chances. Some of you might not get the relationship between chances and people. Well, for me. Friends or strangers or whoever they are.. as long as they are call people, are the medium for you to be good. The medium that you can use as a way to do good. To sumarise this thing, I call it chance. A chance for you to reflect yourself. Look around.. what do you see? Do you think your community is already good enough? I would certainly said no. And I would also say, it is my fault that they aren't good enough. I didn't use what I have now to help them. I am very dissapointed with myself. I'm young and have all the energy to do something, but yet I'm still here dwelling in my own business and activities.

What will be my answer if Allah asks me about what have I done during my lifetime?

See, doesn't matter if they are good people or bad people. Each and everyone of us should take the chance given to us to redefine ourselves by helping others, thus, later on helping ourselves too actually. You don't quickly go and judge people. Find a thousand good reasons first before you can do so, before you can judge people. They must be at least one good attribute. Allah is Fair.

By helping others, you give "CHANCE" a chance to be felt by both parties. The unlucky ones..they will have the chance to correct themselves. And for you..you will have the chance to be a better person. We're not perfect and we will never be. But Allah always opens up the doors of forgiveness and chances to His beloved ones which are no one else but.. us...

Wallahu'alam.

Let the Magic Begins

Salam.

After coming back from McLEAD, I knew that things are going to start..well, officially. It is not going to be awkward because even before McLEAD we had been brainstorming all along.
What happened in McLEAD was.. so many. I don't think I have the time to share those unforgettable experiences here. But surely, everything was indeed Alhamdulillah.. eventhough there were a few things that I consider not good (in terms of participants especially). But nothing is perfect. Most things come with flaws.
At least, I got to know more of my family members more. I saw their true colours and I don't mind that seriously. I don't care who you are, where you're from, what you did (hahah, BSB). as long as we are family. ;p..
I celebrate differences and I like that. Common, simple, same = DULL.
FSCC PJ ROCKS!! ;)

Studies, okay so far. I've got 2 more papers to go. But one more paper tonight before the mid-break. I am going to do the best I can. This blogging session is just for a while, just to relax before starting to study like hell after this.
What I learnt a few days ago, if you study well, gave the best you can while studying, surely you can answer well. Sometimes you just don't care whether you're answering them right or wrong. When you have a full faith to Allah or I would say tawakal to Allah, you will feel this kind of unusual satisfaction after answering. I don't care about the questions anymore. I don't even check them when I went back to my room. And I don't even ask my friends what did they answered. For me, the past is past. There's nothing you can do about it except pray for the best outcome later on, of course.
Whatever it is, move on now. Life is about risk-taking and taking chances. (Risk-taking and taking chances does not indicate being a rebel). You not might get the same experience later on. Grab everything while you can. You're young and use this chance to be good in the name of Allah. Everything must be lillahita'ala.

Insya-Allah we strive for the best!
We are the torchbearers for the ummah.... :)

Wassalam